*AllMyLove2MyGirls

Some times things happen. In my case a Series of unfortunate events seemed to happen back to back and hasn't really stopped. I have 2 beautiful girls watching me so I've put this strong woman suit on and do what ever I have to do to make sure they have what they need. Thank the good Lord for their dad. He has gone above and beyond for them as well. They live with him so as I can get on my feet after my husband and I decided to go on different paths. He was deeply hurt as I had been for many years. Unfortunately the past has a way of destroying the strongest of bonds. Sometimes it's to much to let go of. So that strong suit I was talking about has been through it. After the split, I started my new life with only my car and a pretty good job. Short version of the downward spiral,  my mom blew my head gasket in that car, lucky I had enough saved for a new one. My van which I had for a month b4 I lost it. Losing that van ment not getting to work. I tried giving gas money for rides but this was during Corona. Lost my job, lost my house, lost my time with my girls. That was over a year ago. I've done everything I know to do but it's never enough. I'm currently now homeless, jobless and car-less. This is the first time I'm reaching g out for help and only because I watched my amazing outgoing little girl turn into a silent very hurt child. Going through the split then slowly losing her time with me has cost her the most I fear and I just know that if I could just get a leg up with a car that won't break down so I can get them to school and to doctor Apts. My oldest made the volleyball team but every game is in San Antonio which there dad will be staying over night in a hotel with his new girlfriend to attend to be there. As well as we get along he denied me a spot so I can see all my girls games. I really do understand, it would be uncomfortable but I'd do anything for my girls. So in order for me to be there I'd need my own car. I need to be there, she's been through to much and me not being there would only bring her more down. So please, I'm not asking for a hand out, I'm asking for a lift up so I can continue to wear this strong suit and show my girls that people are still good and that I'll always be there and it's OK to ask for help. So many good things can come from this.