Miracle In Need GOOD vs EVIL

As life gets harder the success is getting easier to manage. I've been at my all time low with demand in low or no income as Im still waiting for people to realize what happened in the world as things get worse or better. The route of me spending money all the time with the money I earned has put so many millionaires and billionaires at risk as I kept them safe while either eating or using there products. The facts are non negotiable as they wonder the movement in things from how to save money instead of spending as times get hard for most. The struggle on my soul has an impact on many aspects of the world's pros and cons as things change when the focus is on the poor and middle class. The hardest part of this is my hands are tied as I'm struggling as well with living standards and activities that I've always been around. The fact that people are disappointing in there actions toward me and towards others have dragged the hospitality of taking care of my purpose because people keep on getting in the way or doing bad deeds on the wrong people. The workforce is no longer my strong suite as I was discriminated by my excellence in work demand and proper operations by basically SOP. The refer a friend really put business in situations where they manipulate people or use it to target people in numbers. Same thing happened in numerous state jobs where they would get family and friends in so that they can cover each other. As I was saying there are so many remedies to go cheaper and im showing people its possible but most of it is not having fun more like survival at its finest with my family as the main support and my mental treatment doctor's during these tough times of suicide awareness and mental health awareness months. The last visit of my psychiatrist was the ultimate sign of what I'm going through if she caught on. What I mean is I have so many scars from....... if people know this is going on they need to stop torturing people for profits psychologically and psychically.

To whom it may concern, looks like a theory but also looks like a plot

The information i have gathered in all my years of accepting what my purpose was; or why im still here? I feel like when I got admitted to the hospital I was gone for 2 to 3 months from home. The fact that I bring this up was they were trying to kill my family while I was in the hospital becausethey had a hard time when i was at home. My dogs were the heroes because they both died within the next year so They must have been tortured because one had cancer and the other died from I think too much pain. It took that 2 months for them to go after my parents but my dogs saved there lives. This is how you know when I attempted suicide with sleeping pills I should of passed away but my purpose wasn't over. This all made sense when there was 2 reported deaths as a cover up as my 2 dogs which would of been (mom/dad) and me which is why people thought the Hein family died.

So a few years later, they must of found out the hein family was still alive and started there plot once again. Im pretty sure the people who actually started covid are still after me as they failed when I was contaminated with the virus but really was the living antigen breathing and sweating outside. After that they started spreading HIV/STD's by paying for prostitution or drugging people at the bars so that they can take advantage. They final had something they can use against me which was my financial status that triggered the success of the rest of there plan when they were stealing identities and government credentials. They turned the military against me by stating to everyone rhat I impersonated or plagiarized a veteran/soldier so that they can use the military as there army. After that I complained to the government, in there defense they said don't worry about it he's schizophrenic(so they don'tget in trouble). The state than turned on me with employment and benefits so that they can plan to spread or infiltrate the places so that they can control them into helping them but in the end they ruined them in the process. I use to eat so much fast food and go to so many places becausei had income. I even have a hard time with my doctor's because they blamed me for herpes for the last 15 years and they were supposed to go for someone else. I gave blood in high-school and the pint must of spilled or dropped or mixed with someone else so they put the label on another one. This is why America is in such disarray but the country still doesn't understand and think im crazy. They took me out of the picture and thought it was them saving America. I still love my country because there are still good people around but watch out for those who are not allowed to watch the man that has done godly things but only realized when i wasn't around anymore.

Here we go with another journey as i fight for my state and government benefits. The long battle with state benefits has put me through the utmost amount of distress and anxiety as I wait on others to perform at there duties. The reason I say this is my claim has a post eligibility era where as soon as the process starts they provide me with benefits while they collect and go through approval. This has left me with more anxiety and mental grief than when I started the application. The only thing I have to say is they waste there time and don't use proper resources in a state department and a state I've been living in for more than 25 + years. Its not that hard to look up legal information on the client when they have resources at there disposal to insure the information is correct. The other thing that happened was my government application was going smoothly and fast but now its past the deadline and still no decision. I provided all the info/documents on my name/identity but still they seem like there playing the stall game to make me suffer. I know that there is so much fraud but im not that person and the information is all in there resources they don't use when dealing with someone's case. If they have a case they should have authorization to snoop around as long as they record themselves for saftey and security purposes. This is the worst part im going through a relapse with my mental impairment and there playing with my emotions and it seems intentionally as I am a paranoid person thinking someone is always sabotaging my life cause there jealousy envys them or who they trusted over a legal righteous person.

When I was a kid I was very coherent and a grade A student when we lived in Waterbury. There was a moment when life hit me that had purpose to keep my secret. I had an incident that effected my early years which was a severe bee sting around the eye which slowly started to effect my brain. We soon moved to wolcott maybe a year or 2 later which caused trauma and thats when the brain damage slowly started but it was actually to keep me out of a government project. That was my first salvation of God's doing to keep me on the low and have them judge me so that I can be left alone. There were more attempts that would of brought me into a scenario that would of endangered me which was professional soccer. I strained and pulled most of the muscles in my back but took a rest and got right back in it. I decided to keep on going with my hobby which lead me to break my foot which was another sign that I would of been in danger or god was trying to keep me away from being known. Another endangerment was I wanted to join the military but something happened on the asvab test so I went for another career like cooking but didn't have enough funding. Same thing happened for welding where I was going to be out of country or in another country. I started to go another route and continued to work and advance my career in a job but I became to well known and it kind of destroyed my work career. Now there is no work, there is no professional sports, no trade career and no military to make me well known. This could seem like Sabatoge or it could be seen in a different way like im supposed to be unknown to the world as i fight this silent battle for other people. After the first war I grew stronger than ever which brought me to the second war that I've enjoyed and hated because there is disappointment, despair, temptation, evil, destruction, injustice, no mercy, bad intentions and no obedience. What do you think I'm going through and would it be possible to happen to 32 year old?