I am writing a book related to extreme and extraordinary demonic attacks that happened to me.
Before diving into the Foreword and preface below, please take 26 minutes to watch the following YouTube video which are a series of demonic activity events recorded at my home in Colorado starting in February 2020, as a pre-requisite. Unfortunately, some of the more intensive Demonic events that were captured by my home security cameras, apparently violated YouTube's policy and were taken down by YouTube. This one and several others remained thankfully. And remember, Home Security Video Cameras DO NOT have psychological disorders!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E78SFvoyl3Y&t=5s
The book I am writing is entitled. "Stoopid Demons":
Foreword
God, Love, and the Unseen: A Journey Beyond the Physical Realm
In the intricate tapestry of life, where threads of the physical and metaphysical intertwine, we find ourselves pondering the existence of entities beyond our tangible experiences: God, angels, demons, and an omnipresent, omnipotent force - Love. This book isn’t merely an exploration; it is a testament to a journey that traverses through the corridors of belief, skepticism, and the spiritual realm.
The Quintessence of Love
Love, an emotion so profound, can drive us to the brink of exhilaration and despair, often simultaneously. It bypasses our intellect, delving deep into our hearts, evoking feelings and actions that defy logic. But, can we quantify love? Is there a parameter, a unit, or a device that measures its depth, intensity, or authenticity?
The Enigma of Belief
Belief, particularly in God, seems to tread a similar path. We often find ourselves at a crossroads, questioning the existence of a Higher Power. Is God a figment of collective imagination, or a reality that permeates through our existence? If we believe in love, an emotion we cannot quantify or validate through conventional scientific means, could our disbelief in God stem from a similar conundrum?
Juxtaposition of Scientific Rationality and Spiritual Beliefs
As a physicist and engineer, my life has been entwined with logic, scientific principles, and empirical data. However, experiences, particularly those that teeter on the edge of the supernatural, often nudge us to look beyond the realm of scientific rationality. This book unfolds such personal experiences - encounters that science struggles to elucidate and where faith becomes the beacon of clarity amidst the chaos.
Embracing the Dualities
We dive deep into uncharted territories of spiritual attacks, experiences that defy logic, captured not just in the mind or heart but manifested and recorded in the physical world through home security cameras. The ensuing chapters will unravel a story where the physical and spiritual worlds collide, bringing forth questions, fear, conflict, and eventually, an understanding that transcends the boundaries of conventional belief systems.
A Spiritual Odyssey
As you turn the pages, you'll be traversing through a journey that is as real and tangible as it is metaphysical and spiritual. It is an invitation not to validate the experiences but to partake in a journey that could be as much yours as it is mine. It's a call to explore, understand, and respect the myriad ways in which the spiritual world might weave through our everyday lives.
The Questions That Linger
- Do you believe in Love?
- Can you measure or quantify Love?
- Do you believe in God?
- If Love, an intangible, unmeasurable entity, finds a place in our belief system, can God find a place too?
With these lingering questions, I invite you to delve into this journey, to explore the unseen, and to navigate through a reality that intertwines the physical and spiritual realms. May this journey enlighten, provoke thought, and perhaps, resonate with your own experiences and beliefs.
Preface
God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, angels, and demons…
These entities exist or they do not.
Either you believe in their existence, or you do not.
Do you believe in love, or have you ever fallen in love? Are you currently a non-believer?
Whether you're a believer or non-believer let's test that theory that you may have.
Question 1: Do you believe in Love?
I think if anyone answers this question and says, no, they are lying.
Question 2: What does love do to a human being?
It will drive us crazy. You can always tell when a man loves a woman or vice versa because only a woman can drive a man mentally insane and vice versa.
There is no force in the universe stronger than love. Look historically at what the power of love has done.
That's because love cannot be sorted out through the mind, only through the heart can you sort out matters of love, because the heart is far more powerful than the mind.
Yet our minds trick us and cause doubt, confusion, mistrust, which often leads to anger, resentment, and then hatred, lacking in forgiveness, compassion, affection, kindness, and passion. So, if we use our minds to attempt to sort out matters of love, it’s a deceptive pathway to cause pain in our hearts, and oftentimes can destroy a relationship whether professional, personal, even our spiritual relationship with God. We'll get back to this later in the book and discuss who really is responsible for creating such discrepancies between the mind and our heart.
Question 3: So how can love be so powerful, that literally, it can take over our entire mind, all our thoughts, our bodies, and have an impact on our spirits?
Let’s attempt to decipher this using a Socratic method. For anyone who has loved deeply or been in Love…
Question 4: Can you prove that love exists?
How do you measure love physically, quantitatively? Like when we measure a magnetic field, we use a gauss meter, if we want to measure how fast we're driving our car, we use a speedometer, if we want to measure anything that we say is allegedly true, such as, that person was going 75 mph in a 65 mph zone and then draw a true conclusion he/she was speeding. We could prove that using various test and measurement equipment and sensors.
Again, when I ask anyone if that person believes in love, and of course if that person is not lying his/her response will be “Yes, of course I believe in Love...who doesn’t?”.
Now, in general, if I asked you:
“OK, awesome, you believe in Love as do I, however, can you prove to me that love exists for you to believe in Love?
More specifically…
Question 5: What measurement equipment are you going to pull out to measure someone's “love field” that surrounds them?
Or how many “love cells” do they have in their body, or what is there “love cell” count?
When you go for your physical and they draw your blood do you see anywhere in your report any number referring to how healthy this thing that we all believe in called love is? For example, that person’s LH reading is 3.7, where LH is some quantity called “love health”?
Nope! No such test and measurement instrument exist today within our known scientific reality.
Question 6: Do you believe in God?
If you answered yes, ask yourself why? If you answered no, ask yourself why not?
For those non-believers, why is it so easy for you to believe in love but not believe in God? Many of you will say it’s because we can't measure it, can’t taste it, can't smell it, can't see it, can't hear it, can't touch it, can’t prove its existence – so how can God exist if none of our senses can “validate” God’s existence?
Well, can you do that with love…
You see, all you non-believers, believe it or not (no pun intended), if you believe in love which I'm sure you all do, then I got a newsflash for you:
TADA! You already believe in God.
Question 7: Why is that?
Answer: Because God is Love!
1 John 4:16 KJV
And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him.
Now that all you non-believers just had it revealed to you, that you are, without exception, a believer in God, its time to take that to the next level.
God is #1 in my life, then my children, and all else after that. My background is Physics and ECSE (Electrical and Computer Systems Engineering). Before embarking into science, I was called by God to become a priest, and from a young age that was what I was studying to become. I started attending the University for Physics at age 13 and became engrossed in science, and slowly the calling for me to become a priest faded away. That calling has come back to me again, except not necessarily as a Pastor or Priest, more simply, as a Warrior of God and his Word against the wicked forces of darkness. And that calling was effectuated as I had lost touch with God, with Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit while running companies as Chairman and CEO since 2003.
Starting in 2013 I was fighting vehemently against wicked evil people surrounding me, that wanted to take my life, my family, and companies I founded and ran, my life’s R&D and software digital signal processing (DSP) technologies, which were patented in the US and internationally, and destroy it all for their own ego, jealousy, and greed – Intellectual Property theft sat at the heart of their hidden agenda. I fought against these forces of darkness, some in human form, others in spiritual form, and got my ass whipped, and was beaten down and destroyed, everything I ever owned (and I mean EVERYTHING) was stolen, such that by 2020 I was living homeless in the streets – no vehicles, no home, no computers, my children were hidden away from me, no forms of ID, no wallet, no money, no phone – nothing but the clothes I was wearing and a shopping cart. Just about everyone I knew and loved turned their backs against me from hideous, disgusting, and cruel lies being stated in intensive slandering press releases, being kicked while I was down, and in the middle of battling against the SEC. Soon after, starting in 2021 I was framed for crimes I did not commit and incarcerated, and currently serving a sentence of 4-years to Community Corrections – the halfway house, and have graduated recently to the non-residential part of the program in August 2023. Life as I once knew it, filled with happiness, love, my children, my companies, my good name, my bank accounts, my professional colleagues, my best friends I considered family – all of which and much more were thoroughly destroyed.
As of today, October 30, 2023, while I am writing this to you, I have a job working as the Sr. Software Engineering manager, I have a new home, and my children recently have moved in with me. While still having the distraction of being able to move forward from the halfway house program hovering over my head like a dark cloud, walking on eggshells, not able to drive a vehicle or travel, not being able to have a bank account, not having the time to do anything but work for my job, and sleep at home, I am still alive and breathing and awaiting the next attack of these wicked people who still want me dead in a gutter and ghosted from society forever. How I am still alive is a miracle. What this group of criminal racketeers did not know, is I am a man of faith, God-fearing, and have nothing but love in my heart, and they can take all my belongings, demolish my heart, destroy my relationships, slander my good name, take my money, vehicles, frame me and have me incarcerated for crimes I did not commit, destroy anything and EVERYTHING, except they can NEVER take my mind, heart, or my soul, and believe me, they tried to take those too.
Rolling back to 1st quarter going into the 2nd quarter of 2020, I was compelled to re-open my bible, and started chanting, on my hands and knees, crying intensely every day and night for over two years, feeling as if I want to hang myself, begging God to have mercy and forgive me for whatever sins I have committed to warrant such brutal punishment:
“In the all-mighty name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior, I bind you demons, I bind you all, and cast you back in the pit. Take your filthy hands off this child of the living God.”
But they did not go away. They kept attacking me, putting me in the hospital 3 times in under 10 days bleeding out of my eyes. My eye color changed overnight. I was not scared of the Demons, I was in fear of God, as deep in prayer on Christmas eve in 2019, as my home at this point had become demonically infested. An incredible experience happened I cannot explain. Crying intensely begging for God’s help with this, the Holy Spirit for the first time in a long time whispered into my heart:
“I AM the God of the Israelites, the one who Job, Abraham, Moses, Joshua, David, and many others prayed to. I AM the Father, the son, and the Holy Spirit. I AM the only God. Focus on my word, you are focused on the demons attacking you. You must prove your faith to me once again and show your love for me comes first. In all the years I gave you such a powerful blessed anointing, you had successful company, you made a lot of money, had a happy family, children, a nice home. How much time did you take during that period to give it back to me? Now, you beg me crying as you are being attacked by demons. Do you not remember how close we used to be? Come closer and I will come closer to you, my child. Stay further, and I will do same. You will be put through tests, you will be framed and incarcerated, everything you own and have will be taken, you will suffer from much betrayal from loved ones, you will continue to be demonically attacked, your friends will become your enemies, your family will abandon you, and like the prophets who suffered before you, they will not and cannot kill you. I AM doing this to teach you, so you may once again receive my blessed anointing, and for you to remember your roots as they are with me. For those whom I have taken out of your life, it is because they are not of you or for you I AM GOD, and I have spoken.”
You can only imagine how hard that was for me to hear in my heart, as when the Holy Spirit whispers to us, it is not a voice in our ear, it whispers into our hearts, the only place where Love can be sorted out, not by our minds. What’s even more interesting is everything the Holy Spirit whispered into my heart came true – and it was beyond extreme pain, and intensely devastating - the English language cannot describe it.
A priest and the head Deacon (Deacon Tim), from the Arch Diocese in Denver visited my home shortly afterward. A friend of mine had contacted the Arch Diocese of Denver, as she had come to my house and witnessed first-hand the various rather blatantly obvious paranormal events at my home. I had sent them some of the videos my home security cameras had captured of very real demonic entities invading my home at that time. The priest let me know that there was nothing an exorcist could do, as the demonic infestation was unlike anything they have seen before after viewing a few of my home security video recordings of the spiritual events taking place. They did say that this is between God and myself to sort out, that I needed to get much closer to God, to focus on the word of God, not the demons attacking me and destroying everything around me, and they would pray for me.
At this point I knew the storm was coming, I just did not realize how intense and how fast it would come. It dropped upon me like a ton of bricks, and abruptly leaving me with nothing, nobody to turn to on Earth, homeless in the streets with nothing. It felt like I was being tossed around like a baby seal by killer whales with no way out.
In the following chapters, it is not for the faint hearted, and certainly not for those who try and skate by through life running around saying God does not exist or I don’t believe in God – if so, then they don’t believe in Love either, and therefore they must not be human, rather a machine, or a demon. Demons hate love, and machines don’t feel Love, no matter how much AI or intensive GPU optimized computations are performed, which happens to be an area of expertise for me, as they cannot feel Love, they cannot be in Love. Machines can act as if they feel love and be programmed to respond to certain stimulus, but that is not love, that’s a simplified version of the Pavlovian Dog stimulus-response mechanism.
The bottom line here is a logical conclusion under modus ponens, if P then Q, that can be concluded:
- Are you human? Yes
- Do you believe in Love? Yes
- Then YOU believe in God – True.
So, how do we test if an argument is valid? This is where the master of deception can trick even the top trained logicians on the planet and is baseline for deception. Who is the master of lies and deception? Rhetorical question.
Let’s take for example:
- All cats are Red. (Premise 1 – P1)
- All dogs are cats. (Premise 2 – P2)
- All dogs are Red. (Conclusion – Q)
Is this a "valid” argument? YES, IT IS!
Is this a “sound” argument? NO, IT IS NOT!
Here is some logic and argument 101:
For an argument to be valid, its argument structure must be valid, even if the premises are not true. In the example above is the argument “valid”? Yes, it is in fact a valid argument.
However, for an argument to be sound, both its structure must be valid, and its premises must also be true, all of them. In other words, if one or more premises of an argument are false, then its conclusion must also be false, regardless of the argument’s validity – and here lies the baseline of deception.
So, if we have an argument in if P à Q format, under modus ponens, if there are say 10 premises (P1, P2, …, P10), and we show that the argument structure is valid, and all 10 premises are true then its conclusion Q must also be irrefutably true.
However, if we have a set of 10 premises, and it has a valid argument structure and if just 1 (or more) of those premises is (are) not true, then its conclusion absolutely cannot be true, without exception.
Question - What’s the best way to hide a lie from being determined, as such an argument often times, is used to deceive others?
Answer - Surround the lie by several truths so it gets washed away therefore deceiving people into believing in a false conclusion as being true.
Question - what’s the best way to hide the truth from being exposed?
Answer - Surround it by several lies sweeping the truth under the carpet never to be exposed, and deceiving many to believe in such lies and deception is modus operandi of hideous wicked demons and evil people here on Earth – sometimes they work in conjunction.
Remember that omitting information or altering information is also a form of lying and deception. If the liar, accuses one of omitting information, and convinces enough people through deceptive tactics that the one telling the truth is the liar, and the masses are mindless fools and follow the foolishness, that is the work of the devil…
John 8:44 KJV
“Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.”
With God as my witness, through Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior, everything I have written in this book is the truth. If it’s a thought, a possibility, it will be called out specifically.
The biggest lesson I can give to anyone, is to FOCUS ON THE WORD OF GOD, and if under spiritual attack as I have been for many years, try your best not to focus on the demons, they can and will hurt you physically, hurt you emotionally and intensively, and do anything in their power to turn you against God, turn you against Love, and hindering spirits of witchcraft can and will turn all of your loved ones against you, turning your love for them into hatred for you, as they have been deceived into believing you are a bad person, a mad man, and they will persecute you, slander you in the public eye, frame you and have you incarcerated, steal everything from you and leave you homeless in the streets and on the side of the road for dead, and many will Ghost you forever. Their primary goal is to take away your will to want to live. But that is only a small glimpse into their wickedness and evil inflictions they can and will do to you. Lucky for you, since you now know you are a believer in God now, what these hideous entities cannot defeat, is GOD. And if God stands beside you, then who or what in the entire universe can stand against you?
Hence, why this book is entitled, “Stoopid Demons™!” as they truly are stupid, worthless, and no matter what they do, what they have others say, know that Job went through far worse, as did Jesus Christ. Did Job or Jesus Christ do anything wrongfully for such wickedness to happen to them?
In Psalm 109:5 KJV
5 And they have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love.
This statement of David praying to God, resonates through my bones. When this happens, at this point, you are in a very weak state, and that is when the demons will attack you even more intensely. Because they are cowards, do not be afraid of wicked people or demonic entities, do not fear in death, fear ONLY in GOD!
Your faith alone can move Mountains, your faith alone will whip their demon asses back to hell where they belong. It’s critically important to get close to God and stay put. That takes time, patience, and much more. A good start is with the classic repentance Psalm of David, Psalm 51.
Without a doubt, I would have been killed back in 2018/2019, when the demonic infiltration commenced at my home, had I not put on the whole armor of God…
Ephesians 6:11-12 KJV
11 Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
I pray that the love and light of Jesus Christ keep you and your families safe and protected against the wicked evil spirits that are very real. While we cannot necessarily see them with our naked eye, I can say, with hard physical evidence and irrefutable proof, as a scientist, that Real Demons exist, here on planet Earth and are among us. Even the strongest of Christians, including Priests, Pastors, Deacons, anyone can be spiritually attacked. Most will think the victim under spiritual attack has a psychological disorder, or mentally ill, or as I was once told, “Maybe you have a brain tumor…”. While psychological disorders and physiological issues are possibilities, it is not the case, that these possibilities are always correct. And the people who summon demons and want to inflict harm and pain on you, use these commonly accepted premises as a weapon against you. The so-called process of elimination is backwards. It should first test to see if there is a spiritual attack happening, and if not, then, look at psychological and physiological factors. In Chapter 7, we will dive into this deeper.
In the case of the book of Job, God allowed Satan to spiritually attack him and his family, killed all of his children, wiped his home out, but ordered Satan, not to kill Job, as this was a test of his faith, and his three alleged friends Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite, and Zophar the Naamathite, all kicked him while he was down saying surely you must have done something wrong, falsely accusing Job as a bad person.
What we learn here is something Jesus Christ said to Pilate.
John 19:11
11 Jesus answered, Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin.
The point to understand here is if God did not allow for spiritual attacks to happen to good people, good Christians of Faith, they would not happen at all.
In St. Mark Chapter 16:17
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues.
From experience over several years, being under serious demonic attack myself, one can believe, and cast out demons in all mighty name of Jesus Christ repeatedly. But the demons do not leave. That is because ultimately it is up to God to determine if, and when, the demons depart. Focusing on the Word of God does not mean reciting various scriptures in the bible. Hence why it is of critical importance to get closer to God, for when the demons of darkness come into one’s life and attack, for real, if you are not as close to God as you should be, it could lead to a series of intense misfortunes and ones that will break anyone, even the toughest of the toughest, and cause much pain and suffering to the point where you no longer want to be on this planet.
I ask you this last question related to the possibility of a mental disorder should this ever happen to anyone else…Do video camera recorders have brain tumors or psychological disorders? No, they most certainly do not. Lucky for me I was smart enough to leave my cameras rolling and captured several hundred beyond known scientific reality events while being under intense spiritual attack. Not a mental disorder, no DSM condition, but hideous wicked evil filled with lies, deception, emotional and physical pain and suffering, loss of everything, and I mean everything I owned, best friends of >25 years, my now ex-fiancé, family members – all of which turned vehemently against me literally with the flick of a switch overnight. 38 times in a row starting in 2015 as far as I am aware of, possibly beforehand, followed a pattern which I could recognize easily, and tried to warn new relationships ahead of time that someday, they too will turn against me and say all sorts of horrible things about me, despite their promises - one day everything is perfect and happy, then the next morning I am attacked verbally, threatened, slandered, framed, incarcerated, left hanging on the side of the road for dead, and here I am now, 2 months into the non-resident part of the half-way house program, after having to stay at the halfway house for 8 months, and 3 months prior to that in Broomfield County Jail, for allegations of criminal actions I did not commit and were found guilty of and sentenced to 4 years of community corrections. Yet, I am still alive and breathing which means God does not want me dead…yet! Why? I will find that rolling forward in my life here on Earth.
Without my faith there is no chance I would have survived the brutal and non-stop wicked hideous attack against me personally and my companies. I lost literally everything I had worked so hard to accomplish in life, like a forward driving machine I worked until I fell asleep in front of my computer for several years. However, I forgot to take the time and give it back to God, to be thankful to God, through Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. I will NEVER forget again – rest assured!
Why am I writing this book?
While at bible study one Friday evening at Brave Church, in prayer, the Holy Spirit whispered to my heart and asked me to write this book and expose the truth to the world, that I have upheld my faith even through these challenging times. Prior to this, while being wrongfully incarcerated in Broomfield County Jail, Boulder County Jail, and Adams County Jail, I led the bible study in our pod while I was there. I would pray alone too, from my cell, and I never turned my back against God. The Holy spirit whispered to my heart, once again, and said:
“I AM the God of the Israelites, the one who Job, Abraham, Moses, Joshua, David, and many others prayed to. I AM the Father, the son, and the Holy Spirit. I AM the only God. I know amd have seen what they did to you, and will win this war for you, but this time, in return, you must give it all back to me, and do not ever forget me again.”
Without hesitation, I accepted, and weigh anything and everything outside of my control on God’s shoulders to pass judgement upon those who passed judgement upon me, as that is not for me to do or anyone. I have forgiven all who turned against me and pray that God, through Christ my Lord and Savior, will have mercy on their souls, for they know not what they did and/or are still doing. My prayer was answered and much like with David, God created in me a clean heart. I do not cry over Earthly things, I do not want to hang myself, my love for God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit is stronger than ever before, and I need nothing else, but my faith and love in my heart, God in my heart.
In John 15:18-20
18If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. 19If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 20Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you;
With that said, I hope you enjoy this book. It comes from my heart to the World, as a humble servant and child of the living God.
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Thank you for your assistance with the funding I need to focus on completion of this book which is sure to help many who are suffering from, or may in the future, suffer from an intense demonic attack.
May the Love and Light of Jesus Christ guide and protect you and your family forever! In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen
Warm blessings throughout the Holidays to you and your family.
Jerry



