PleaseReadHelpMeGetHomeHelp

hi my name is shawn chase i would like to tell you a little bit about my life.when i was ten my father passed away from cancer. i was living in new hampshire at that time with mom and dad.not to long after my fathers passing my half brothers took everything from me an my mom.we had no money to continue living in the house we were buying so we we to stay with my godmother an about two weeks later we were moving to Rhode Island where we had to live in shelters an my mom was struggling to be able to take care of me she eventually sign me over to dcyf.she had given up her right i could not even see her so from the i went to so many different grouphomes after about five to six years iwas put up for fostercare i went to some scary homes at about 16 years i found the perfect foster fave i was with them until i aged out of dcyf an lisa was not going to make me leave she said I was part of the family i would help with everything i could i start working cutting grass splitting wood  i was very after couple years around 24-25 years old my life an family life changed forever i was lose hand grip after tons of tests mris catscans eggs they determined an diagnosed me with a bad disease called ALS that has no cure it makes you lose all muscles slowely after several years i start not being able to feed myself an walk it was hard for me an my family i eventually had to get a trach in my neck an put on a vent i was stuck in the hospital for six months because my insurance need to be changed to the long term care services an to find nurses to do homecare i needed 24/7 care this happened a few months into covid i had covid thats what made me get the ventilation to be able to breathe for me so i was home for the two years of covid in between hospital visits from getting sick an having trouble breathing we would always watched movies my mom an younger brother chris he was helping mom do everything for me an they were really burnt out i felt so bad they pretty much gave uptheir lives to keep me but March of this year i was sent to the hospital for having tough time breathing an i was there for few weeks the nursing agency i had decided to give up on me and they dropped my case they no longer wanted to deal with taking care of me so I didn't know i thought I was going home i found out from mother they decided that they no longer wanted to work with me an the sad part the owner of agency promised that i would be coming right home i sent tons of messages an she ignored then blocked me so we were unable to find new nurses and I had to be sent to a nursing home for the last eight months and i know how unlikely that this reaches you but im doing everything to get help and money to go home with my family i wrote a book and I opened online stores nothing has worked even a gofundme so im reaching out for any help possible i know donation to gofund me are tax write off can you please help me go home its my Christmas wish to get enough money to be home for just one year would be nice but that cost is over $300,000 to pay nursing an everything else but ever helps an the treatment in nursing home is so bad an scary  sorry for the llong email thanks for your time and happy holidays