StartingOverFromScratch

I am humbling myself to ask for help please I am currently moving in my own place first time since I left Amish to be with my mom and she died I never healed I must now separate not divorced to go heal my heart and start new to do that only need enough to get started not asking for materialistic things only enough to get a car to drive my Amish friends and get me my own place help me heal please.I begged God for a chance to change my life for the better again this time with God first than work on proving myself to me that I can and have to just do this I lost my leg in an accident I have my own tumbler business making custom personalized tumblers my business page is amishdivassparklingtumblers on Facebook.I drive Amish but the car I used to drive Amish when I was home is in my husband's name we are not fighting only gotta do this I just need a start here please Lord I pray in Jesus name Amen.