LegalBattle

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Dropping my pride because my kids are all that matter.
I have kept this as quiet as possible. Only people closest to me know what the past 2 years have taken from me.
I have other legal situations (non criminal....just fkd by life)... that have prevented me from being able to stabilize.
What I paid my lawyer has depleted and I can't lose him now...as we are moving in the right direction. Dcf wants to give me my child.
If anyone has any questions, pm me and I'll happily explain. 
I am the #1 person to adamantly keep my personal life off of social media but...
Pride takes the burner as my son is top priority. 
I have a voucher. Need a 2 bedroom apartment to start fixing this....but due to 2 years of no rental history and patchy employment as covid hit at the same time
I have legal battles from 8 directions. Overwhelming and I'm exhausted.  Tired of moving. This while situation triggered and caused more ptsd that  finally taming. Fighting the system is not an easy battle and  getting itb8 ways. I can't keep up.
I need to pay the lawyer and I need a foot into an apartment. Time is ticking. If I can't pull this together, they will push to adopt him and cut me out.
THAT IS NOT AN OPTION!
I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT THAT CHILD. 
If you feel the need to judge, keep scrolling. If you can pitch in....THANK YOU.
I need all the help I can get asap.
Anything I get over that goal goes to getting into an apartment  and other legal battles.