This is HARD!! I wish I could show you how nerve wracking this is so you would know that I am losing my mind but trying to stay composed! We are truly desperate now and need help more than ever. I am an older (but not old old), single mom to a beautiful 15 year old daughter and a dog, cat, leopard gecko and a glow fish. After a lot of thought and the realization that my time is almost up, I humbly come to you to ask for your help. I don’t know what else to do but to hope that you are in a position to help us. We have exactly 3 days to get as much money as we can to not be evicted. As you know may know, there are several factors that kept the rent from getting paid and I’ve been working my hardest to make it but I’m not doing as well as we had hoped. In my head, I’m younger, faster, prettier and stronger than I actually am but I am still trying. I had a client overspend on her new daycare so she has only paid a small portion and is now ghosting me. She actually had promised to pay her balance in full but has not paid a dime this month. She is even aware of the eviction notice and has totally stopped communication with me. This has had a domino affect and got us to this point. I have never felt this much fear but I know it’s because I’m supposed to know what to do. I’ve always managed somehow before but I’m sure stuck! If we get evicted, it not only puts us on the streets but also affects being able to find another place to live because it will be reflected on my credit. We have been looking for a less expensive place to live but we must have a deposit plus the 1st months rent and also will need to pack and move all while I am trying to earn the money. OR we can pay the rent that is overdue plus late fees and have a place to be able to work and pack. We will still need to have a deposit to be able to move and so the cycle doesn't continue and we won’t be stuck like we’ve been for so long. It really is hard to get back up when you are rock bottom. The cycle needs to be broken! It is something that has gotten out of hand and this living on the edge is just too uncomfortable but being on the concrete will be even more uncomfortable. My child and our pets deserve to have a less stressed mom and be securely housed with food too! I have lived off of my good credit to where it has caught up with me and now I’m all spent! I should have seen this coming but I was just focusing on the now instead of looking and planning ahead. I have been beside myself trying to figure out how to get unstuck and working on everything that came my way. I didn’t expect to need help and have been to proud to ask but maybe that is the lesson? “Ask and you will receive” is so hard because I’ve always think I am so unworthy or maybe people would think that but I am finding out the hard way and literally begging that you will find me worthy! Please give if you can and keep us in your prayers if you can’t. I love you just for reading this far! ❤️🩷💙💜
For those that have followed our story and have given us support, we thank you! We would have never gotten this far without you! God bless you!
