- Growing up in a lower middle-class family with an abusive father who abused me physically, mentally, and verbally was incredibly tough. Then I was molested by the neighbor girl who was older. i didn'tsee it that way till now, hurting me mentally even more. When I was 9, my father was getting worse with abuse; I got beatings almost every day and at 9 was already planning suicide. As I got older and got away, my weight got worse and worse. Then I had 2 workplace accidents and hurt both my knees to where I can barely stand at work. Now, I'm missing work im on short term disability and barely get anything for that. I have a dislocated kneecap, a bone spur and arthritis so i cant work or afford physical therapy and not working due to mental and physical health! I'm well over 430 lbs and only 5'5! My bills are getting overwhelming, and it's making my depression worse, and I think the only way out is unaliving myself! Please help, I'm drowning. I want to pay off my debt so I don't lose my house and car and im trying to afford therapy and surgery for my knees and weight i also have 1 hip lower then the other and Spondylolisthesis in my lower back. My father passed of cancer, and my mom has had cancer twice! My psychiatrist diagnosis is i have Major Depression With Bouts of Hopelessness, Anxiety, Psychosis, OCD, ADHD & PTSD from my childhood and place of employment! Please help im drowning in debt if you can't afford to donate PLEASE share instead! THANK YOU & GOD BLESS YOU!!!





