Finding Healing: Support Grief Coaching Startup

I'm not looking for a hand out, I'm looking for a hand up. My youngest son, Wayne, passed away on July 31st of 2022 , and I honestly didn't know how to get through this horrible pain. I started going on a spiritual journey and the more I learned about spiritually, the closer I felt to Wayne. That's when I knew what I had to do. I enrolled in a spiritual coaching course and then the grief coaching course. My goal is to help moms who has lost a child go through the grieving process but on a spiritual level. I want to use my pain and experience to help others heal. It takes money to get a business up and running. I knew this but I didn't know that it would take a lot of money. The $8000 will be used for office supplies that are imperative for this roll, and the software to go along with it. I will also use some of for advertising to build up clients, create a website and many other things that are needed to start a business.