ForTheBestMomEver

I dont even know where to start when it comes to my momma. My mom has always been my biggest supporter and honestly my hero my whole life. Shes been through more than any mom should have to go through. Loosing her mom and grandpa in the same year to cancer in 2007 then moving to alaska away from most of her family for a fresh start, moving again starting her own daycare getting divorced and being a single mom doing it all the last 16 years. When me and my brother were younger she gave us everything vacations toys new clothes every year big holidays she was the mom of all moms when she didnt have to be. These past few years she has been the strength ive needed to stay on earth and she has been my savior and my best friend. Ive been blessed to have a mother like her and shes always been so strong and never wavered in her strength for life and how her perseverance for it all. But sadly the last few years her daycare has been struggling with prices raising parents not having enough money to enroll there kids and a year ago she found that she had the same type of cancer cells in her that killed her mom my grandmother withing 2 years after diagnosis. Ive been working everyday all day and weekends and side jobs after work and selling my personal belongings to try and help her because she finally broke down to me that she is struggling but she wont tell anyone because she wants to show how strong she can stay. Ive been working so hard to help but I can only do so much myself and she has finally gotten the surgery to help remove the cancer cells and recovery isn't going as planned and insurance is slowly going away and its hurting my heart to see her so upset and sad and slowly loosing her strength and hope to stay strong for me. Shes so far in dept but doesnt want to show she cant handle it but I want to do all I can to help make it better for her in any little way I can even by saving pennies to turn in eventually. I figured I take a shot at a gofund me to maybe see if we can get even the smallest amount of help from anyone willing to help us. I want to surprise her with helping with bills to take the stress away, shes done so much for me and sacrificed so much these last 24 years since she had me and its time I start giving back to her in the biggest ways I can to show how much she truly means to me because my momma is my world and she deserves more than the world. Shes a light entering a dark room and everyone smiles when they see her. Even when shes low she will help others even if it will make herself worse because all she wants is to see others happy to. So im hoping I can show her that there are others out there who will help her and love her just as much as I do. Momma if you see this im sorry for going behind your back but I want to help you more and you deserve every bit of love anyone can give! I love you momma