In Sept 2023, I suffered a heart attack. I was rushed to the hospital. My husband said I was turning grey and blue. It has been the most scariest experience that I have ever been through. I am very grateful to be alive. When I was in the hospital, the doctors located two masses in my left lung, along with a mass in my back. I'm very scared and nervous waiting for lung surgery. It is in a couple of weeks. I am blessed because I do not have cancer. Praying really works and I thank everyone for praying for myself and my husband. I have no idea what my life has in store for me in the future. Right now, I am in constant pain and just not myself.
Meanwhile, my husband has been suffering from a form of a rare hereditary disease, chronic pancreatitis and neuropathy. He has been suffering from these diseases for over 13 years now. He is disabled and I am his 24/7 caregiver. He just had a CAT scan done and now he has even more issues going on. We are both very scared and nervous.We have no idea what our lives are going to be like. We have no idea how to live now. All know, is that we both want to live our lives to the fullest they can possibly be and be the best versions of ourselves that we can be. These struggles and issues have taken so much from us, emotionally and physically.
My husband and I have been together 16 years. We are soulmate and we love one another very much. We are staying stay positive. We need money to survive. I wouldn't be doing this, if were not desperate. We both hate asking for money. My husband doesn't even know that I did this. We are both on special diets. The food stamp program is horrible and does not provide enough for us. It lasts only ten days out of each month. It's not even enough for one person. We need a reliable vehicle to get to our very many far away doctor appointments. The bills are piling up each month. We are desperate and need help very badly. Our support system is almost non-existent. We need emotional help too and it just isn't there. Please, we are good people who fell on hard times. I went to college for 4 years to fulfill my dream of owning my own kill free animal shelter. One day, I hope to make it Happen. Right now, we need hope and we need to just survive through these times of suffering. Please, help us make that happen. We want to live, not just exist.
