Hi,
I am Basil, a Palestinian young man living today between exile and longing, between the harshness of reality and the weight of memories. I write these words with a heart full of exhaustion and sorrow, yet I still hold on to hope in Allah, and then in the merciful hearts of people.
Believe me… sometimes I sit with myself and remember the school days in Gaza—how I used to come back tired but happy, then go to my father’s land to help him, water the olive trees, eat clementines and oranges, and keep myself busy with anything. There was no emptiness, no loneliness. I felt alive, I felt normal. And today, here in Egypt, I feel that 24 hours pass filled only with emptiness, pressure, and heavy memories, with no escape.
Now I am in my final year of high school (Tawjihi), the year that decides my future. Without this hope, I would not have endured. But this year is very costly: a Palestinian school, private lessons—all of which require money. The lack of legal residency in Egypt makes it hard to continue my studies and more expensive. Still, I try to hold on to my dream, even though my mind is elsewhere, back in Gaza—with my family, friends, relatives, memories, and everything I love.
My mother is ill with cancer. She needs follow-up visits and medical tests to know whether her condition is improving or not. And I am unable to provide what she needs. By Allah, every time I look at her face, I feel the world closing in on me. But I keep holding on to duaa and say: Ya Allah, grant me the ability to treat her and see her well again.
And my family in Gaza… their suffering is beyond words. The last time we were able to send them money was in July. Due to the high commission rates in Gaza, the money was barely able to provide adequate supplies for their survival. They are in dire need of funds to provide them with food and water, and basic needs. Lack of clean water, lack of food. Even my father has grown sick recently from the salty water, which has caused him diseases and infections. And my brother told me yesterday: “If we do not die from the occupation, we will die from hunger.”
Whose heart would not break upon hearing such words?
I write to you with nothing but my pen and my prayers. I turn first to Allah, then to your merciful hearts. Any amount, no matter how small, will be a blessing in your scales of good deeds. It may save an entire family, support me in continuing my studies, or help my family in Gaza.
I thank my aunt Nishani, who has always stood by my side—in the hardest of times, before the happiest. And I thank every donor who has never abandoned me. I ask Allah to ease your burdens, as you ease mine.
And I ask you for something else besides money: your prayers. Please pray for me to succeed in my final exams, for Allah to keep my mind and heart steady, to ease this heavy pressure and painful memories, to grant relief for me, my family in Gaza, and for every oppressed soul.
May Allah reward you with all goodness, multiply your deeds, fill your hearts with mercy, and bless you and your families.