*KickinHodgkins

Hello. My name is Breana. I'm a mother of I'm a stay at home mother with 3 handsome boys and 3 pretty little girls. One an Angel who was heaven sent. I'm here today because I want to share my story and just hope that I can touch someone's heart. I lost my little girl last year due to unknown circumstances she was 6momths a beautiful baby with 10 perfect toes and fingers. Kendall was her name. The perfect love child , mine and my husbands first together. So happy and full of love. Until I went to the doctor and they couldn't find a heartbeat. I was rushed into delivery where I birthed and held my limp breathless child. As I stared into her beautiful face so torn. I was sent into a spiral of depression and mood swings. Through that pain I was enlightened and began to see the beauty in life through our personal experiences. I found meaning in the pain.  I thought I'd never feel this pain again. Untill.....present day. I've been faced with stage 3 lymphoma cancer at just 27. Just had a biopsy surgically 3 days ago bc the needle biopsy didn't work. Today I was officially diagnosed. Just this week I've been to the doctor 6xs. I make arts and crafts for my business I'm trying to launch. I've had to slow down production and cannot work to focus on my health. I'm run down and tired all the time. I have numerous hard lumps in the side of my neck that are uncomfortable to the touch and embarrassing bc they pertrude and make my neck look disfigured. When bending over or trying to tie my hair in a bun I become strangled. I try to stay strong. I only cry behind closed doors. I don't want my children to know their mommy has cancer. They just know I'm sick. How will I explain when I begin kemo and my hair falls out. How do I keep these crys to myself and this smile illuminating through the darkness. How do I remain positive when everything is negative? Praise , family, and love will get me through. I have no goal set up. Just want help with these bills so my family doesn't suffer.  I appreciate any love or support that I receive from anyone. You are amazing and strong. Always remember there is beauty in the unknown and a new beginning once something ends. What dose t kill you will make you stronger. Please support me in my journey of peace and praise. Blessed be. Thank you for taking the time to read my story I hope it helps you to be more open and understanding in situations in life. 👏🏽 ❤️