Hi everyone. I'm really embarrassed I'm doing this. But I'm going to open up.
A lot of you know me, a lot of you don't. A lot of people that know me have been supportive through my struggles and know my story. Others who don't know me might know some and others don't. This is not for pity, but my lite has been hell.
From being adopted by abusive parents, being sent away to horrible programs. To being abducted, held hostage, raped so many times, abuse from men, all kinds and being away from my birth family.
I'm going into treatment to get off medication that I'm on for my CPTSD. Complex ptsd. I need help to detox because it can kill me it is not done properly and almost has.
I've been struggling and quite frankly can't repeat certain things, but I will say my mental health is not well. I hope the treatment center after detox helps. I have so much to work through.
I am asking for help. Emotionally and financially. I have been working on my documentary as a lot of you know. Sharing my story and then going back to Romania to meet the rest of my family, and see my birth family and figure out more about them, etc. I want to share my story to help other people, but right now I need to help myself.
I am asking for donations for when I'm away the next 30-60 days. I will not be able to work and I truly need help. I haven't been able to function and make it to work because of my mental health.
If you can donate anything, please do. Please help me get to my birth family. I need them more than anything. I need answers, I need to heal.
please keep me in your prayers. I'm hurting so bad.
-Allie
