To be honest, I recently separated from my narcissistic and abusive husband so I am trying to get back on my own 2 feet and become the self sufficient woman I once was. But it hasn't been easy, as life with this man has therefore turned my entire world upside down. 2 years ago my husband was involved in a drug bust during a traffic stop in which he had our 4 yr old daughter in the vehicle. She was taken by the state. Even though I was not involved in that ordeal they refused to give my child back to me. I was railroaded all the way through the court process and my voice was never heard. I am in a severe depression because all I want is my little girl back where she belongs. I am trying to find an attorney that can handle this type of case but I cannot afford it and therefore since I am not able to afford it there's nothing I can really do that will work out in my favor.
Second, I am about to be evicted from my home. I am 2 months behind on my rent, and I can't seem to catch up.
Third, I just purchased a vehicle at a local auto auction and come to find out I paid $1700 for a vehicle where the engine is blown and now I am without a vehicle.
It seems like when you really can't afford for things to go bad, they do all at once! I am so overwhelmed with everything, and most days i am so lost as to where to start I do absolutely nothing. I am stuck, I am depressed and alone. And I'm trying to stay strong so that I don't go running back to the man who tried to kill me. I am begging for mercy.... All I need is just a little boost up because I will soon be drowning.
I am a caring and compassionate person who never hesitates to give whatever I have to someone else who may need it. I have been homeless while pregnant, I've lived out of my vehicle for months, I've watched people walk right by with out even a glance. I have a soft spot for anybody in need and make it a duty of mine to always help with ANYTHING I can whether it be some change, a half a pizza, some water, a blanket, clothes, or a hotel room. I am a good person, I remain true to my values and moral code, and I am honest. I didn't deserve to lose my baby girl, she is and was my entire world! I am only out of work because I have been without a vehicle so in that time I recently became a student again because I'm trying to better myself and my life. However, my husband was my financial support. I have work lined up I just need my vehicle for the commute. I feel like I'm losing everything all at once and I'm scared. Needless to say, what I am needing this financial help for is 1. To get a new engine for my jeep ASAP so that I can have the ability to go back to work full time 2. To put retainer down for an attorney and 3. Put the rest towards remaining bills.
I do appreciate everyone who took the time to read this, and if anyone can help me, just know you would be an angel in my eyes and my saving grace.
