AHandUpForAHeartInNeed

My name is Jo and I am in desperate straights I don't know what else to do but ask for help. I had a massive heart attack about a year ago and I began to get into financial trouble while I was out of work.  I returned to work after 4 months but I was not able to work the OT like I did before my body couldn't physically tolerate it. However I started getting caught up a little bit then I was hit with abdominal cancer. I was ready to just give up I was so tired and depressed but everyone begged me to fight.  So I began treatment I went through months of pain, throwing up, and struggling to make ends meet. Treatments were expensive and I got further and further behind on bills. I beat the cancer and thought I was going to get back on my feet back to work only then I was hit with another heart attack. I have exhausted all my resources and am now on the verge of being evicted and losing everything. I am so exhausted and desperate. I am so depressed and stressed I am worried about another heart attack. I cry all the time and pray and pray but I feel so lost and broken. I am pleading for help as humbling as that is because I have reached a point where part of me actually wishes God would decide I have battled enough. Please help if you can. Thank you and may God bless you.