This truly is my last resory before I feel like I loose everything I've re gained. As many of you know my old civic died and seeing as how I live paycheck to paycheck like most it took me months to be able to find a decent car that I could afford that would allow me to travel and be safe for my kids and myself.
Unfortunately on March 26 not even a month after I got the car, I had to spend a couple hundred dollars to get it to pass inspection as well as putting it on the road, I unfortunately was in an accident. As devastated as I was I was hoping it would work out once I received my taxes. Unfortunately I am one of those lucky people who's tax return is still processing. I have been without a vehicle for over a month now and although that is normal for some people it has honestly been the most discouraging and frustrating month of my life. I've left two different jobs that I worked really hard to get both within a year timeframe because leaving a domestic relationship doesn't always go as planned. One Job I left because my ex called the store and threatened to blow it up and the other job my ex received two more felony charges in my store which again caused me to leave. I have lost a lot of things over the last year but I have worked hard to stay on my feet and be the best mother I can be and continue to grow for myself and my children. I was blessed to start a new career in Albany and I fear I will lose it if I cannot get my car fixed sooner than later. Life has been nothing shy of a nightmare without a vehicle. Between begging for rides and having a spiteful person keep your children from you just because you don't have a vehicle it is enough to make a person want to give up. I unfortunately do not have a large family I can turn to for help anything I have achieved in life I can probably say I've done it on my own. I pray that some of the kind souls that really know me and know that I am selfless and I am often helping anyone in need if I am in a position to do so will find it in their heart to pay it forward. whether it's $5 or $10 anything would be more than appreciated at this point. Any One who knows me knows that I am never one to ask for help because I am so used of being alone, But right now I am asking for whatever help I can get for the sake of my career, The sake of my children, and the sake of my future. My car has been patiently waiting at a body shop since the day of the accident and the amount I put on this go fund me is the amount it will cost to get my car fixed and drivable. I really did not want to make one of these because I know a lot of people have the mindset that everyone has problems and we just need to figure it out but I would hope that those who are in a position to help those in need would take into consideration that I often do help those in need when I am able to do so and it's taking a lot for me to ask for the help I am. Thank you



