hello, my name is Justin and I’m an alcoholic in breach of anonymity… I am 10+ years sober… I am eccentric and a wee bit in the deep end as a result of my life choices and experiences… I have been blessed to live life denied many, and I have not always made the best decisions; but, becoming a Father changed my life for the better… I am more happy and at peace than I have ever been even with a toxically bitter ex-wife… It has been almost three years since the divorce was initiated 06/14/2022 & finalized in 12/05/2022… these fallaciously slanderous unsubstantiated litigations began 01/05/2023… during these trials God has never ceased in blessing me… I am stable in my career (2.5yr)… I am happily remarried (06/14/2023)… the vasectomy reversal worked and my wife conceived… on the same token we have also lost much… the stress triggered Lupus to flare in my wife triggering the subsequent loss of our first-born on 02/19/2025… now I have all the evidence for a solid argument, but this is the final countdown and the well is dry… my credit is in dire straits… my family has disowned me, and I have nowhere else to turn… I’m fiscally tied to supporting my wife’s recovery so we can still try for a family before it’s too late… this bitter woman shows no signs of stopping, and I refuse to put my wife and our family thru all this stress any longer… even if to protect my daughter, but it has already been at the expense of one… so if God cannot supply thru you here now, then I must let my daughter go and pray she knows I love her enough to not believe the stories of bother her mother and mine… please help if you feel so called to do so… regardless, God Bless you all… thank you for even reading this far… all the proceeds will go directly to the $5K retainer for my lawyer…
the truth is that my ex-wife has every reason to be bitter, because I never loved her… I was getting cold feet due to all the red flags I witnessed, and I was going to leave her: but then I discovered she was pregnant… seeing as she comes from a long line of the mother paternally alienating the father figure: I made the choice to stay as long as possible by any means necessary… I went against ever moral fiber of my being, I went against God, I lied a love in order to stay in my daughter’s life… and no surprise I find myself here now with the imminent threat of losing her to all her Mother’s and my Mother’s lies… karma is a bitch lol
I am the first to admit and tell you exactly how far from perfect I am in a transparently vulnerable fashion… and by all objective measures I have been taking all actions necessary for me to become a better Man/Husband/Father… I’ve been attending consistency therapy and under psychiatric care for +1 year and have no intention to cease even when this storm passes… I have taken multiple high-conflict coparenting communication courses… I have removed all negative emotional bias from my communications… and according to the biological mother of my sole living child: I am the problem, and I am the reason that she refuses to communicate with me around anything we are legally obligated to do so regarding the well-being of our daughter? and she paid for a social investigator $16K to validate her story in a biased fashion since he didn’t even bother to talk with my present therapist because he would prefer the stories of my scorned ex-wife and toxically narcissistic mother…?
anywho, I digress lol if you need anymore information regarding the purpose of these donations: please feel free to drop a comment and I would be more than happy to expound upon details in a legally bounded fashion which does not disparage the biological mother of my daughter…
God Bless Mother Earth and all whom inhabit across both space & time…
