Hello everyone my name is Alicia McDermott I dated my husband does 16 years old married at 21 a too early probably! Drama marriage we had alcohol problems drug addictions lives on the streets I did he didn't got three cats one dog. 1 quick summary we moved to Georgia in 2005 until 2018 myself he came back to Ohio in 2017 until we changed he's not the man knew he was then. Now I come back to Dayton after the last 5 Years is it up and down the whole time he leaves lately that's potentially really what broke this up besides him saying lying and cheating all this other stuff which I am not never have been never would be, I've always have been told that the accuser is the quilt one . And they left on the side of the street I've had to walk home from work I had to get money from my mother they ain't got nothing she's on pics leaving in town she don't have it. I said care of her. I got to take care of her and my husband all these years he forgets a lot I'm done for him will be done for each other they're good in bad times we've been through anyways point is he left me with no cigarettes no water no food on the house we live in with all these memories I got bills to pay a job to get to can you need the nor when he ghosts me he's like three blocks over with a friend I'm going to take his clothes and got them off in the yard trying to be civil here after Communication open boundaries you know we should be friends after all this time he does not want to do that so the only option I know is to get on here and ask somebody for some help otherwise my mother my brother his family they're too busy with their own self that's it all falls back on me my animals he wants to see me down and out with nothing we can't let that happen anything will help gas money food dog food warming medicine flea medicine cleaning supplies and help them one day I will not need another man ever in my life to help me do anything I can do this on my own I think I get ahead before I fall back and further behind that I am already now so if anybody out there has the Kind and Generous Heart to help please help your money is will not be wasted I do not do drugs I've never done alcohol. I work I come home I work tomorrow I cook dinner same thing the next day it's hard for me today the 9th day he has been gone so. I was told that after a few days if you didn't come back to his stuff out is that the right thing to do I think his stuff here so he can keep coming back. He playing this all me on my fall he hasn't worked since 2018 and a full-time job steady I have every time I get a good job somehow yeah he messed it up for me somewhere another it always happens. Keep me and my mom came back here from Georgia in 2018 my car broke down so from there till about 3 months ago I did not have a ride I finally went out and built my credit up and got me a car and SUV so I'm sleeping if I have to with my animals you're trying to find a place to stay when you have nowhere and no one to go it's hard but he has to say comfortable place to stay what a man. The worst thing is I need communication I need closure he can't give this to me. He don't want to help me so forth I'm asking you to help me I hate to ask anybody for help I never had before it's been my one only time of asking me back at the heart please please and another back something for everything she's done food that she's bought both of us the last year. I don't want to lose my house I'll be back right where I was in 2018 homeless again I don't want to do that this is 2023 I just wanted to be happy and not to walk on eggshells everyday emotional battle with him everyday he's on my fault in reality it takes two no one ever really sees the same thing the same way more agree the same way just please somebody help me my number is 937-608-3399. I'm asking for the $1,000 for the sole purpose at a car payment at 3:47 this past due I got to have a car to get back and forth to work in order to pay my bills and I got bills that's behind I need to get caught up on please if anybody out there can help me I'm cleaning with you I'll give you receipts to show you whatever you want to see that's been the money on I don't care I just need something to get by get back on my feet take care of myself again I'm tired of being left every time he's upset or has an attitude and turns around on me I don't need the mental abuse emotions the threats or the violence .please desperate in Ohio well if I can take care of myself alone back and forth to work everyday but with no gas I can't get there I will be fired from before too long again here we go same song and dance I love them too long time for me to lies let him go this one's going today cleaning out my closet I got to meet here food I do not eat meat invited please let me know thank you in advance you might as well not go to waste I promise you. Thank you to everyone. I even take donations. I'm very unsure to live a life I've never lived by myself I never been on my own to me this is very scary it's going to be a big change for me I don't know how to get over thinking about him everyday you help me with that too you appreciate it greatly appreciate it I don't know how to do it never had to I got two now I'm strong so they say but inside of me bipolar many bipolar impressive disorder and borderline borderline impulsive PSD from childhood violence you made my house please help me I'm finding your heart $5 is a start idk .still another day no.word from him .I'm being ghosted when I really could need a lift
don't know anything else to do, something like this? I'm so sorry McDermott
