GucciAndINeedAMiracle

Hello there, my name is Jon but I got by Tyler all my friends call me P. (Pelach) and my pup Gucci aka Mr.baby have fun into some really hard times. Hoping miracles really do exist. The past 4 years I've been out of work on disability due to seizures. I got really depressed and into drinking real bad. I had multiple and fell multiple times once into a dresser causing a separated shoulder and again down a flight of stairs really messing that one up. I've since been to treatment twice and detox three times and it took me crashing my car to finally get a grasp on this even with facing death multiple times. I'm not here to give you a sob story about that but it's an even longer story of why it took 4 years to get to this point and I still have at least a year and a half to go before fully recovered from the damaging falls to be able to return to work. I don't know if you want all the details but one thing after another bad things kept happening even after I got control and quit drinking. Not sure if its the devil him self or just karma or what but its relentless needless to say. So I was staying with my mom to help me sober up and not be depressed doing her daily routine like going to the gym and shopping when one day guccis leg got injured. Not sure how but they said he tore his acl. Well we have it time about a year and a half and it seems to be okay but unfortunately I think he did the same to his left because he now barley can put pressure on it and they said its at least $5k to fix that. Well back to long story short my shoulder was supposed to be fixed many times now but bad stuff just kept coming from my Dr retiring, my surgeon quitting, having more seizures it just all kept pushing the date back. Well I finally got control of that but had to start over once again finding a neurologist and seurgon and have multiple visits with them and my regular Dr to get to where I'm at now. Well before Feb I was already$10k in debt and that's WITH Medicaid for everything I had leading up to Feb 25.. Then I finally had my first surgery. Went well spent a few days recovering, got home and within a week something had happened. My shoulder hurt and it was swelling and turning colors and the surgeon scheduled an mri. Turns out something (cough seizure) not sure because I live alone with my dog, had happened and the 4 screws hepit in with the metal cap got bent in my shoulder. So had to wait a few more weeks more Dr visits and finally this past Monday had surgery 2.0 which thankfully he said went great. Had to get a fibula from a donor and wrote them a thank you letter and spent 4 days in the hospital after that. I recently returned home and within this timespan I have used up basically everything I had saved I don't have anyone that can help me and I'm already 10k in debt. I still have yet to get the bills from this year or open them at least because I'm so afraid. This is the first half because I have to do pt for 6 months after 6 weeks in a sling that I can't move my arm at all for and then comes time to do the other shoulder which unfortunately is just as bad. Gotta do the whole process again. I'm on disability which pays the bills and that's it literally. I'm way in the hole, I owe taxes, Gucci is hurt I'm hurt no money barley food and a roof. I'm really trying everything I can to not become homeless living in my old car in walmart parking lot with my dog. I'm praying and doing everything I can but I had no other option than to come here and ask you lovely folks for some help. Even if I don't get to the goal it was just an estimate of what I thought it would take to clear everything up. I would be ecstatic with any help honestly. This is more for Gucci than me because he's the love of my life after I lost my dad when I was 6. There's so much to this terrible story I call life that I left out because I thought it was too much but if you can find it in the kindness of your soul and for love of all things please help anyway you can. I'm not the type to just take handouts either but if I am able to get help believe me ill stay in touch and keep ya updated if interested and I will without a doubt pay it forward AAs much as possible because I have a good job which I just had got goi g full-time when a dog bite started it all. If you want more details or to chat or anything please let me know. Your kindness will not go unnoticed or unappreciated and because of you spreading love I will do the same many times over. For now thank you for reading if you made it this far and hope you are well and much love!