i am unemployed. i have been a nurse for 31 years. i need help with the rent, gas, water, car and insurance. i am downsizing. selling my model train collection, sewing machines, and motorcycles. going to send Leroy's car to savage. at 69 i don't need all this stuff. i am looking for new job. many positions i have no experience in. i am suicidal at times. i have never had it this bad. i am looking for more work. my mother left me no money. i went to the food pantry yesterday and received some nice food. i have a venmo account.




