As some of you know my story, I have been dealing with issues with my teeth. I've been to many dentists all over the Midwest and have found one that will do the implant surgery that I need but I have to put a down payment down, which is at least 10 percent of the actual surgery cost. My dental insurance is only covering so much. I've been turn down from many loan companies and I am actively looking for a second job while also trying to work more hours at my current one. My plan was to go back to school to be able to enhance my career but I'm running out of time for the surgery because the bone on the top of my mouth is starting to deteriorate. If I wait too long, the bone will be gone and implants will no longer be an option for me.
Having this surgery done will change my life completely. I have to constantly be strong in the face of adversity. There are times where I have problems talking because my jaw gets exhausted. Other times, I have to deal with questions or insults from others. I'm constantly judged by others for my appearance and have learned by now to accept it. I have to had to stay strong and keep my head up or else, the depression sets in.
I just want to look normal again. I want to talk normally. I want to eat normally. I want to be able to eat thin crust pizza and eat caramel candies. I want to go out in the world and just smile. I want to be able to take pictures without having to puff out my mouth so my cheeks don't look sunken in.
