*LifeSucksIKnowDontGiveUp

Well lemme tell you a lil story about how bad life is......oh wait you know. Its hard everywhere for everyone in some way and i get that and you get that. I'm unfortunately not able to get on my feet (after I gave into my bad thoughts leading to......well just a bad time called drinking tell i thought suicide looked good) and currently and I'm (like most politicians) asking for a hand, but not like a hand to grab just a hand full of paper that you can throw or drop or idly discard on a windy day and hope it goes to a worthy cause and pray for someone or something. Anywho I'm smart and i have dreams and im trying to make the world better so yeah anything helps. Ask me what i'm doing and ill jabber on about it tell you tell you pay me to stop or you chew off your arm or mine or a cats or something to escape or to stay ( yes one arm of any earthly creature is required to stay). See im funny and serious, ill let you decide on what.  Anyway the purpose of this is to Go see my Grandma Close by, My brother not so close, The small portion needed for my surgeries to fix my hand and wrist, Select bills rent, phone, get my car legal and myself so i can go see Grandmother, The rest will be put back for a make shift wedding were i pull a sack over Mollys head and hit her with a stick, afterwards we will all get Tossed/Sober (depending on who you are it could be sober) and go steaking through whatever place decided by the winner of 'What are the Odds'. Also a portion may go to Bachelor and Bachelorette things Gnaw saying yea you do lol I love you all regardless love isn't based in the physical and even If all this does is Spread the message that "You are the most Important thing" I really hope anyone going through it Knows that they are important and that its always ok, you can always start again my friends. Sometimes its hard sometimes its easy but the key part is that its sometimes but, ITS ALWAYS YOU AND YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING!!! Never give up, Fuck that, your fucking energized star dust piloting a fucking meat sack that can talk and fuck and make more star dust meat sacks WTF thats awesome. Anyway nobody is here to tell me "thats enough your ruining it stop.. seriously dude" lol Now Worries Love You.