Hello, My name is Latoya Haddix aka Nikki. Im from Tampa, Florida. I’m sharing my raw story of what I just went through.
I left my ex-husband by common in law due to mental health, verbal abuse and emotional abuse on and off 18 years. I finally had enough!
I left everything behind for my safety. I moved in with a friend of mine Christina smith.
I’m in the process of looking for a job and trying to get back on my feet. I need help getting my vehicle fixed, registered, active insurance, and getting a place to live.
I’m starting my journey here in Jacksonville, Florida. I’m working on getting counseling and help for my body health and mental health.
I have not been the same since I left a home no longer my safe place. My mental health have been getting triggers, I have nightmares and anxiety attacks due to the emotional abuse my ex put me through, seeing the horrors messages and images of what happened!
What happened between me and my ex husband?
My ex husband almost killed himself by cutting. I was not there when it happened. The overwhelming phone calls, messages, and emails from my ex husband during his cutting- it was more than enough to put me in mental state of mind broken down that I couldn’t handle anything right now.
My childhood home is no longer a home for me. When I look at it, I feel like it’s a homicide crime scene house.
Also my friends came to help me, We had to clean the horrible stuff off the floors and walls and even some dear items of mine are damaged from his darkness!
My heart broke in million pieces that I had to leave my childhood home that is no longer a home for me that he damaged!
Now I’m found and surrounded by people I love and feel safe with that are helping me get through my traumatic challenging situation I’m working on.
I am working on getting back to counseling for me and pivot myself away from this situation.
With everything financially going on , it still will cost bit more money for me to continue seeing a therapist that I fully trusted.
All I am asking is for help to get me back on track onward to healing get back to who I miss the most that is being happy, loving, worthy, caring for good people and have zest for life of my own again - ME!
Thank you so much for reading my raw story and anything helpful you can give, I APPRECIATE you!
