My parents raised me to live out their fantasy's, my dad wanted to play football through me even though i never liked it, my mom wanted me to go to do all these extra school activites through me. I never really got to decide anything, just strung along by their "It's good for you" I never said no casue what kid wants to upset their parents, especaly when they would beat you down. Now i'm not talking physically, I'm talking mentally, they would make comments about me, berate me for being slower then some, ask why i'm not trying when i am, and overall compare me to my other friends.
I have been technically free from my parents mind games for a few years, just now able to see things for myself, but i am still bound to them due to to living accomedations. I want to move out and get far away from them, to a place that actually cares about me, I'm never one to just ask for money, but anything anyone can spare would mean the world to me.



