We are still waiting for Emma to come home and I'm still bedside but unfortunately I may be having to return to back home which is an hour north of us to go back to work anything helps for me to continue to be bedside to learn how to take care of our baby so we can stop having these setbacks unfortunately I have to go home I don't want to but someone has to be here especially when she goes out for her appointment she still not fully cleared but we're just trying to get this baby home it's been almost seven long months and he helped help our family and me stay with Emma too because she needs her mommy and daddy unfortunately Daddy has to stay home with big sister



