I'm in a unique pivot point in my life where I want to go further with my "Let's Try It" approach by sharing the process and my feelings/thoughts with others.
But this time, I'm trying my best to truly detach from seeing myself as the viewer simultaneously and test how it feels from the inside while doing it.
Meaning, I don't want to second guess how I'm coming across or if it's even the right step. I debated posting this spotfund for days because I thought "will anyone even give a shit to actually contribute to this?" but after meditating and going back and forth I realized that was me also attempting to jump to the finish line and anticipate a negative outcome when it reality, it's not that's serious. Whoever wants to send funds has the option to do so, aka closed mouths don't get fed and all of that, etc.
So as a preface:
Any time I've ever set out to achieve a goal, tried something new or just straight up did it for the plot, the two questions I'm always asked are:
1. Why?
2. How?
And my two answers are always the same.
1. Because I felt like it.
2. I asked for it in my mind and then followed the "signs" to get me there.
Now, we're in this together as I follow the next breadcrumbs.
