Help Me Reunite With Family & Stay Strong

I am in California I’m from Oklahoma and I’ve been out here for a year and two months trying to stay clean and on the path of recovery. I am trying to go home to see my family for the first time and I am short funds to get home and it’s going to cost me $1078 just to have tickets home and back. I can’t fly back and I don’t have a vehicle to drive back so I’m taking a train and I’m taking my boyfriend with me to keep me accountable so I don’t stray from my goal of seeing my kids for the first time in over a year and my family as well so any help would be appreciated thank you and God bless