Help A Heart Rebuild: Homebound To Reno

Needing to be on the road to recovery after loosing the love of my life after nearly 36 years of marriage. To getting into another relationship and it only working out for 3 years to loosing everything I have ever owned to the house I put the down payment on to also loosing that in the divorce. Took a break from being in a relationship to trying to move on again to that relationship falling apart and my ex destroying our relationship to drugs and alcohol and poor decisions in life. This last relationship nearly destroyed me it has left me financially struggling to where I had to sell most of my things to relocate to Arizona where I’m not happy and feeling more lost than ever in life. I’m missing home so much and my kids I just need to try and get moved back to Reno and buy a travel trailer it’s just hard trying to come up with the funds to make this move happen and for it to be my final destination. I’m so lost in life and I feel like I’m stuck in a rut with no way out of it.