CantAffordSurguryrBurialPlot

This is the story of my journey, 18 months ago I weighed almost 300 lbs. I had a Gastric Bypass RNY I have lost about 130 pounds I wear a size 4 which I never been that size. I should be happy with my accomplishment of self, but I have so much loose skin and the weight that hangs on my body is not doing justice. I am Disabled, Narrowing Spine, neuropathy and spondylosis, I fall a lot because of my gait balance and seizures at times due to Head trauma from car accident years ago. I just wanna feel and look Normal and be able to get around more easily without everything that says dragging me down. On the other hand, I also lost my best friend..My Dad. He passed right before I had the bypass, and Well, he lived out of state Pennsylvania, just bought a house, only 3 weeks lived in and Birthday too, He passed away. I had to come back to California, my Dad still has not had a funeral or anything. I flew back to Pennsylvania and got my Dad's ashes and he's been with me since. I try to save and get family to engage,  I always feel this empty yucky inside, Its a sorrow that I know isn't going away until I lay my Dad to rest finally. Somehow, try to afford a health care cost that, is drowning my soul. I appreciate you taking the time to read my story and the path to save enough for My Dad, and Hope for a surgery. Thankyou!