Prayer request/back story: I recently found out last week that we were expecting baby no. 2 which was an ectopic pregnancy, so I had emergency surgery over this past weekend. On Tuesday, my fiancé (my child’s father) got into an accident heading back home, he was 2.5hr from home, he was then rushed to ER and later passed due to trauma and we believe a blocked artery as well that we had no knowledge of. We are devastated. Any prayers, good vibes, wherever you believe in, is really appreciated right now! Our son is absolutely devastated, I’m a wreck, so is his mother! Everything is piling on at once this past week it seems, and I feel like someone is holding me under water and it’s all one bad dream. I feel like I’m failing our son this week, and that I cannot show up for him in ways that I should be emotionally or physically due to being depressed and also healing from surgery. Anyways; Fortunately, he has life insurance. Unfortunately, we’re running into a couple of roadblocks and we’re a couple hundred ($209, to be exact!) on service arrangements, which we’ve cut costs in every possible way that we could. Unfortunately cremation isn’t an option, as he always said that was his one and only request, and I want to honor that! I’m just here in my feelings, in emotion and physical pain, and venting to maybe get some clarity from some who may know! Thank you in advance for any prayers and/or advice, it’s greatly appreciated! 🩵




