MedicalDeductibleNeeded

I'm a single mother of two who has recently lost EVERYTHING ( my children, Job, apartment, car...and the list goes on)...  due to my alcoholism. I recently attained medical insurance with a deductible of $2,500 which I can not afford in order to go to an Addiction Treatment Facility to regain the life God has in store for me and my babies. My children need me in their lives, as I've always been an exceptional mommy...but my addiction has taken them away from me for now and my heart is broken. I'm trying to better my life, but it seems that I'm unable to go to treatment until the deductible is met. PLEASE,  if you can find it in your heart to help me in anyway I would forever be grateful.