On 11/11/2016, I was given the gift of divine intervention when I was arrested and given a two-year prison sentence, closing out a nine-year cycle defined by extreme addiction. Alcohol, heroin, meth — I "lost" everything to those substances. I ended up homeless, separated from my family, and completely disconnected from my soul.
That painful chapter cracked me open to transformation. Over the next nine years, I became the seeker of truth and who I really am. I found recovery in 12-step programs, where I experienced the beauty of honesty, accountability, community, and service. But over time, I began to outgrow that container. The language and programming — rooted in shame, fear, and religious dogma — started to make me sick. My spirit longed for more...a DEEPER truth.
In 2023, a personal year seven (in numerology, 7 is the number for spiritual seeker/awakening), I gave birth to my daughter and sat with Ayahuasca for the first time. These were two powerful initiations that helped me remember who I truly am and opened me to my soul gifts. The years since have been filled with shadow work, karmic lessons through painful contracts, heartbreaks, and stripping away layers of false identity. It hasn’t been easy, but each “death” has led me into purification and rebirth.
As I step into this new nine-year cycle on 11/11/2025, I finally trust what I’ve known for years: I am here to help others get free. Not only from addiction to substances, but from the endless loops of fear, chaos, distraction, toxic relationships, and seeking outside validation that keep us small. Freedom comes when we break those patterns, heal the body, and remember our sovereignty.
To serve this mission, I have created a 12-week transformational program. It is built on the grounded foundation of the 12 steps but rewritten at a higher frequency and integrates the body with somatics, nervous system work, and feminine wisdom to release addictive patterns at the root.
Why I’m Asking for Support
In April, I left my nonprofit job in policy because it became so out of alignment and out of integrity to pretend and continue to collect a paycheck. My soul just won't allow action from force or performance lol. I helped co-create a large event (AUREA), and since then, I’ve been moving through profound personal transitions — including the end of a karmic relationship that was WILDLY painful and had been a source of financial support.
Now, as a single mother and sole provider, I’m carrying overdue bills — rent, childcare, car payments, utilities, insurance, etc. These are urgent needs. But beyond survival, I also need to invest in the foundations of my business so it can grow and thrive.
I've never felt richer, spiritually. My heart, devotion, and fire are all here! I have walked through the initiations, I've done the work, and I'm ready to go. The inner transformation has already occurred and will continue; the outside simply hasn't caught up yet. What I need now is the support to get this vision off the ground; the resources that allow me to translate my lived experience, and what I've created from that wisdom, into tangible form...so that it can reach the people who need it most.
To name several of these foundations:
- LLC registration – to legally establish my business.
- Website + branding – to create a home base for my offering
- Course platform + email software – to launch my 12-week program
- Marketing & content tools – to reach the people who most need this work
- Laptop – I'm borrowing the one I'm currently using
Your financial support will not only help me stabilize day-to-day expenses and help keep us from getting evicted, but it will also give me the resources to step fully into my purpose. It will move me from a state of survival into a flow of thriving creativity, so I can focus on building this business, serving clients, and sharing my gifts with the collective.
How You Can Help
✨ Here’s how you can support:
- If you or someone you know is struggling with addictive patterns and could benefit from this program, please reach out or connect us.
- If you feel called to support financially, any contribution to my fundraiser will help me cover urgent bills and invest in my business foundation. Every little bit adds up!
- If you have wisdom or resources for someone building a soul-led business from scratch, I’m open to receiving gifted services/guidance.
Every share, every dollar, every referral makes a difference.
I have walked through the fire. I’ve closed karmic cycles, shed lifetimes of programming, and arrived here with an open heart and a clear mission. I know I am worthy of receiving the support I need to stand fully in my purpose.
Thank you for seeing me, for walking with me, and for helping me bring this vision into form. Together, we can create HUGE impact and help others get free.
With love + gratitude,
Kaya
