Trying To Recover And Rebuild Life After Trauma At 30.

4 years ago my life changed when due to misfortune I found myself in the local shelter for a month. There I met a gang member who began stalking me and my now, ex girlfriend, it began is simple harrassment and threats but in 4 years has resulted in further stalking, gaslighting, subterfuge, double reversals, and what I'm told is called "proxy" stalking. 5 attempts total have been made on my life, 3 of which were armed attempts to carjack me. 1 suspect in about 30 have been arrested. In 4 years I learned my former employer, landlord, and even local police were involved for some reason. This has resulted in severe legal and financial hardship which has also affected my mental and physical health. Due to being assaulted I have permanent dental damage and need teeth replaced. I'm 33, have never touched drugs, yet still managed to lose teeth after the assault resulted in broken teeth, which in turn affected my self image leasing to depression and self neglect. I was recently diagnosed with C-PTSD and am struggling to heal and recover. My situation led to me feeling safer living out of my truck where it would be harder to stalk me, I eliminated my social media presence so that avenue is cut off for my stalker but now my truck has broken down far from home and still with so many problems I dont even know where to begin. Anything will help, what I'm asking for isn't what I expect, it's just a vague hope whispered in the dark. Thank you, and God bless.