My name is Mary, I have been for many years helping my son through his depression from drugs and the lost of his wife and two children, when his life left he could not pull it together and fight her he became so depressed. for almost 10 years I would hear him cry in his room when he thought I was not home or late at night. My son was amazing and had the biggest heart. This year he started to really show improvement and was working double shifts at Squid Lips. He was trying to reach out to laywers to help him find away to see his children that are now 13 and 14. I do not know where they are at. Mother has a new life and wants us out.
Upper managment took him for a steak dinner on May5th this year 2022 for his one year aniversity, and for being such a valuable employee. On Saturday May 7th he told me he was not feeling good, burning pains in his chest. He left to get air. I never seen him again. He was found dead alone in a hotel room by his work. Still dont know what happend. He was cremated and brought to Chicago where my dad is. I need money to get him a resting place here in Florida where he spent most of his life starting at the age 10. He was 32 years old when he left me on Mothers day 2022. I am lost and in unbearable pain and feel this must be a dream. I need him with me now hear by me. I am trying to work and move on, when I leave for work I go into his bedroom then drive by where he worked and where he died every day. I am in a rental home and have no savings. I feel what might save my life is to get a rv of some sort take off work for a couple years and just go and drive ...find peacefull spots to meditate and free myself from constant bad memories and concentrate on the best memories with my son. I need a change so despertely. I love my son Keith more than I ever could love anything or anyone. I knew the day he was born 12-20-89 my heart would never be the same.
