SabrinaAndFamily

My story might not be as touching as other, my name is Sabrina I came to United States as a baby and as a refugee in 1990 with my mother father and 8 of my siblings, only one brother did not bored out with us because our grandma he didn’t want to leave behind. So that was a struggle for my mom.. I grew up in a household where my mom was everything she was the provider caregiver and a father because my father was there but not physically there he was a hard drinker, at the age 9 my father stepped my mother 7 times.. al because she asked him to watch my 6 year old brother at the time while she work and bring home the bread. He was drunk of course.. I will never forget that night nether will my siblings.. that alone did a lot of damage and allowing my family and I not to trust anyone later after my mother recovered, yes she recovered. She is so strong. We wold drive about 1 hour to a rest area to sleep because he was still after us all.. ones we felt ok we moved and relocated to a different town he of course came after us and burn down the house 2 times . So basically what I’m trying to say I grew up happy because of my mother and damaged because of my father who passed away in 2013.. I grew up and had my own family I have 3 girls and a boy ages 10/9/8 and my son 3 I also have custody of my niece who is 12 years old her mother passed away from cancer 10 years ago so my sister took her in like she was her own gave her a beautiful like my sister was a teacher and a wonderful person.. my sister died tragically one year ago by her husband who she has two boys from.. that put a big whole in my head and left our family confused because she was the main one we go to. We all became depressed my other sister who found out she had breast cancer just one week after my sister Zena passing. After my sister passing I’m the one who dose it all from appointments and family talk to solving my family issues at this point I’m not able to do so because of my own family issues I have bills and kids to take care of and I’m trying really hard and it gets overwhelming. My landlord is a great person been in the house for a year on the 1st of July  he gave me a paperwork “tenet to quit” meaning I have to move by 8/16/2023 bevy he’s sling. I work as a housekeeper In Hamptons hotel making 900 after tax every two weeks and I’m trying to make ends meet and praying this job calls and I can have midnight job.. i tried looking for rental assistance but they all ended. I’m behind on car note dte is due June 31/2023 of 700 I barely can keep food and clothes on there backs and I can’t afford the deposit first month rent and last. My kids need so much i can’t do all 3 of there Broo coming up on 7/10-7/16-8/13 and with the 900 I make I don’t know how to make it work so I been securing  for any help I can get on the internet and I found this sight and I feel positive because god won’t let me struggle or my kids like I did in the pass