*SurvivngDomesticAbuse

 I'm a 30 year old single mom to my amazing son whose 3 years old. We survive domestic abuse. Honestly, my son saved my life. (In this very picture your seeing I was pregnant that was the last time my ex fiancé has been in our lives.) I was sitting in the hospital all banged up and upset with myself because I thought that the abuse would stop! I remember sitting in the room thinking of the list of my previous pregnancy I thought I lost my son again. I knew I had to do something if he had no regard for my pregnancy 2 in a row the what would he do to my son, I thought if something happens to him it's on me, I can't raise him to be like this I can't be responsible for his abuse if ever. I can't allow him to grow up in this environment. I was able to get away and start over but starting over has been hard. Living paycheck to paycheck, living out a car, this is what I envisioned for us. 
I want to have a solid foundation for my son. We were doing well but since that pandemic it's been hard to just catch a break. At such a young age we've had complication. He was born prematurely, and we had a rough 2 years. 
Im very hard working, but I really need to ask for help. I don't want to raise him in this way. If you are able to help in anyway I appreciate it so much!