I'm going to completely humble myself right now and ask for help. Even a little would do wonders. This economy is terrible everything is expensive and I'm struggling. Back in August Treyce's social security stopped, it's supposed to pay out until he graduates school or age 19. They didn't get the papers from the school in time and it took 2 months of no social security payments until they straightened it out. I was forced to not pay some bills because having a place to live have power and groceries were the main priority.
The social security is paying now, but the stress that caused isn't going away. And it's ending in a few months. I feel like it's a ticking time bomb, I was widowed 14 years ago so I can't even go to my kids dad to ask for help.
Yesterday was the most embarrassing day I think I've ever had, my car got towed due to not making full payments.
I don't know what to do, I am working on buying an older car outright so I don't have car payment anymore. We did have puppies that we are selling but Preslie and I were splitting that money. She is without a car and wants to buy one with her part.
I feel like a mess right now, God is so great in all of this. The day before car got towed the family friend let me take this car and told me I could pay when I can (within 2-3 months). So I have transportation. I haven't cried as hard as I did yesterday in a long time.
I'm sorry to reach out and ask but I also know you won't get help if you don't ask.
Just know any help you send will help straighten out finances, it won't be stupidly spent. I have Venmo, PayPal, Cashapp or Apple Pay.
Thank you for anything you can do, and I understand if you can't help because of the economy.
Much love, Rebecca or Bek 🖤
