Help Me Get Just One Step Closer To Reunification

I am a mother of four boys, it will be three years in August that one of my son's had passed away. so God's given me the chance to be apart of my 3 son's life again...I live in sober living and I just started back to work, I'm just trying to for once get ahead so I can stay ahead for my boys and finally be able to take care of them...Any thing that anyone is willing to help me with will go towards rent towards my sober living and my visits with my son who is in DCs. I am working and I do volunteer a couple different places so I plan on keep pushing towards my goals and staying sober through out all of this but my first paycheck isn't for another two weeks since I just started today so a little anxiety I'm trying to pray away and they say ask for help so this is what is going. On