Hey everyone,
I’ve been doing a lot of soul-searching lately, and I feel like it’s time to share something that’s been weighing on me. The last few years have been incredibly tough—some of the hardest I’ve ever faced. I’ve struggled with addiction and depression most of my life, and those battles have only gotten harder as time has gone on. My childhood wasn’t easy. Without going into too much detail, let’s just say it was rough—filled with more pain and hardship than any kid should have to endure. Those early years left deep scars, and I’ve spent much of my life trying to heal from them. But it’s been a long, difficult road, and sometimes it’s felt like I’ve been walking it alone.
On top of everything else, a long-term relationship that has meant the world to me is currently taking a break. It’s been really hard to face that, but I understand that sometimes space is needed to figure out what’s best for everyone involved. It’s just another reminder that I need to focus on getting myself right—mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. But I’m not ready to give up. I believe there’s still hope, and I’m determined to find it.
That’s why I’ve decided to take a temporary trip to Oregon. There’s something about being in that place, surrounded by nature and far away from the things that have weighed me down, that feels like the right step for me. I’m hoping this journey will help me find some peace, clarity, and a renewed sense of purpose. This isn’t just about getting away—it’s about working on my mental health, trying to break free from the cycles that have held me back for so long, and coming back stronger. I’ve realized that I need this time to focus on myself, to heal, and to figure out how to move forward in a healthier way.
I’m reaching out because I need your help to make this happen. I’m raising funds to support this trip, not just for me but for anyone who’s ever felt like I do—lost, stuck, and in need of a fresh start. If I can find a way through this, I want to show others that they can too. If you’re able to help with a donation, share this post, or just send some positive thoughts my way, it would mean the world to me.
This journey is about more than just me—it’s about everyone who’s struggled with their mental health, addiction, or a difficult past. I’m hoping this trip will be a turning point, and I’m so grateful for any support you can offer. Thank you for being part of this with me. I’m looking forward to finding some peace and coming back with a clearer mind and a stronger heart.