*AnyoneWantToShareBreastmilk

Yes, I have been here in sunny, balmy San Diego since late April, 2021. Almost one entire year! Doing what? Kegels? Well, I had a colonoscopy in February because a doctor told me, when I was in the hospital from Nov.1-Dec.3,2021, that "spontaneous coughing" a symptom of being allergic to the antibiotic Rocephin (Ceftriaxone), had caused my rectum to prolapse out of my rear! It was huge-a thick, red, empty, balloon with lots of little blood vessels...I was so scared...where's that calming breastmilk? Anyway, the colonoscopy revealed my rectum was fine, ( what was that doctor thinking? HaHa), but edema (another symptom of the allergy to Rocephin), had enlarged a tiny hemorroid THAT big! I now have to carry around a card that tells about the allergy and consequences of becoming edemic for any reason, as ALL the symptoms of the Rocephin allergy, are RECURRENT-they can happen again if stimulated! Great... Where's my Moma...and my...you know! 😭Well, I was suddenly released from my Registered Nursing Facility on March 4, 2022-a few weeks after the colonoscopy, because an "Advantage", Medi-care person, accidentally took me off my straight Medi-Medi and put me on an HMO! My Registered Nursing Home was no longer covered....until I spent a half-hour correcting the mistake, and asking, in humility, for their mistake, for coverage to be retroactive to March...and it was! Yay! But, not in time to stop the social worker from finding an Independent Living house.... infested with cockroaches... two of us complained-a MAN with money enough to pay half of the one motel room we were put in, while the home-renter de-fogged the house. Didn't work and now I am fighting Scabies too, from my roommate and a few other former renters, one of which was there, screaming and crying, the day I arrived. They told me she had "a rash"..that all the scratching all night, and little and big round mounds on her back,neck and head,  oozing itch...was a "rash". Funny, the cream she offered to use on my leg, said the cream was "..for SCABIES". I don't need a Nurse...I MEED TO NURSE!!! Then, I ( and not the MAN, was evicted. He had money- he found a home he lives because "It Is Clean!" Clean does make a difference. It is difficult sharing your bed with a roaches nobody can sell to make money! Rents are too high for me. I cant work at all-no car. As you already know, All the money I saved for my apartment in the San Francisco Bay area, I had to spend in order to stay to get my heart tests for the open heart  surgery I will soon have.My final day here is supposed to be tomorrow. It may or may not be. I qualify for "No Eviction Moratorium", but, no one from legal aide has called yet, and regular attorneys charge $1500-2500 to ask questions! So, I am asking all of you to please help me leave here so I can find some peaceful little place to unwind and rest before my open-heart surgery, maybe work a bit if I can find an online job (if you have any good ones to suggest, now is the time), and not have to dream of breastmilk all day and night...which isn't really that bad....GOODNIGHT!