I have never been one to reach out for help an I honestly feel ashamed that I'm doing it now. I had a heart attack a year ago and was in the hospital for just about a month which financially hurt me pretty bad. But I did best to heal and get back to work as soon as they let me go an never took another day after. An over the past year I have been working on an off as much as I can handle. I moved away from the town I grew up in where my family an friends are to try an find a better job that wasn't do hard on my body like the construction work I was doing. I did good for along time but a few months after I left the hospital I lost my insurance so I hadnt been going to my doctor's appointments like I should have an about 3 weeks ago I got lost walking home from a new job because my ride never showed up. I was found unresponsive on the side of the road. It was my heart again. Two more times since then I've passed out from the pain in my chest an not been able to breath an been rushed back to the hospital. I decided it was best that I move back home to be closer to my family an maybe get more support while I figure out what's going on. Well I got back home this past Friday when it was raining bad, windy an cold an my family decided they weren't going to answer my phone calls an leave me to sleep outside soaked an cold. I haven't heard from them since they were so excited to see me. All of my clothes were also stolen off the Concord bus that I took here. This is very embarrassing but I have been sleeping outside since friday, wearing the same clothes an haven't eaten once with no where to go. I got so cold one night I passed out an was brought to the hospital. I hate asking people for help especially when it's money they worked hard for but I'm lost an I don't know what to do. I haven't slept in 5 days because I have nowhere to go an I'm so hungry I can't sleep. It really hurts having my family turn there back on me when I really needed them even though I barely know them. So I would honestly appreciate any help anyone is willing to give. An if you do I promise when I'm back on my feet to pay you back. It would really mean more than I could ever express. Thank you so much for your time an I hope everyone has an amazing night. I'm hoping I won't be sleeping in the lighting an rain tonight. I've tried everything an this is my last option
